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I have a migraine and its kicking my ass. Today is my day off and I have spent all of it in bed. I am writing this entry in that bed with one eye open and a couple of pain-tears in both eyes...sad state fo affairs. You know how when you are feeling crappy physically, you feel the same mentally? Today has been dedicated to this researching and understanding this philosophy.

I have a feeling that there could be a spell of unhappy emails in my future since I am in the midst of confronting my inescapable fears on a daily basis. Sometomes I think of sparing anybody else the Eyor (I don't know how to spell this guys name, but you know, the donkey on Pooh's Corner...)-thoughts I am thinking and just reporting the happier, more sugary version of this journey but you're not the boss of me and I wanna tell you about the reality of trek, just in cases you ever need a conversation starter at the dinner table...actually, I just finished back-tracking and reading this email and obviously-to-me this migraine is effecting my mood far more than I am communicating to my fans. I am happy to be alive today and I will write again shortly when my teammates bring me some relief. I do not choose to be a bummer///